OUR LOVE STORY

What do
you do when you’re a single girl and single guy among all your married friends
who’s been on dating apps for over a year and still no luck? 

Ask us; Shuxian and Zhenxing, we both been through that rough patch! Myself to stop looking at mens and look at HDB flats that
can be purchase when hit the magic number 35 whereas the latter resign to the
fact of finding love with foreign wives… Geez

Help is on the way

The saying, “Man proposes; God
disposes” was really true. With that being said, in March 2015, amidst the
huge queue to view our founder lying in state in parliament, Zhenxing met his
long lost found friend who happens to be my best friend too! Yes, you probably
guess it correctly- our matchmaker has emerged!

Days later, our matchmaker approached both of
us separately over text messages with clear intention to match make us. All
that was provided to Zhenxing and me were just a photo and contact
number. I thought it might be a little awkward at first, given that we
didn’t know anything about each other at this point. For once, I was
hesitant to take the lead. Phew, Zhenxing took the initiative to say hello
first, and start small conversations. Zhenxing was quite a good
conversationalist, and to give credit to our matchmaker, our personalities matched
and we do share a lot of similar views.

Things were good for half a year then it took a
turn for the worst. I was sulking and frustrated for weeks. Apologies were
insufficient to restore good will. It was contradictory, I wanted Zhenxing to
apologise and coax me more but i ignored his messages. He subsequently backs
off. I didn’t hear from him for several weeks. My heart feels somewhat
uncomfortable. Not knowing what is happening in his life is torture and i
feel totally lost. That’s definitely not the outcome I wanted! When I talked to our matchmaker about
this, it became evident that there was no actual disagreement at any point of
this spat. It literally was, as I realised, “A fight about
nothing.” 

I started texting him again in hope to start
over with a clean slate. Thankfully, he showered me with attention. I’ll think the worst is behind us. Let’s
make things good. We
both then set a date to meet in person.

The Date

Scanning the place for each other with a distinctive rose held
close to us for recognition and identification. I just love the old-fashioned
way! We talked for a
couple of hours – about work drama, exes and past lovers, perceptions of
marriage and children. Before the night ends, he secured a second date, which I
wasn’t too keen about since I’m not physically attracted to him but I thought I would just
pay lip service.

Meet the Parents

Meeting my parents for the first time is an enormous step in a relationship. He’s taking it up a notch from casual dating; he’s saying that he’s ready to start solidifying our couple hood by placing himself inside of my social and familial circle and allowing my parents to put a face to the name. Importantly, he’s ready to announce his interest in a lady to the most important people in her life. Thus, the experience was a tad nerve racking. He had make a great first impression. It’s cliché, but it’s the truth. Till now, my parents always sing his praises and my mother was raving about him to all her friends!

The Follow Up                                           

I got an excited phone call from our matchmaker the next day. She wanted to find out how it all went, and more importantly, how I felt about Zhenxing. 

“Sounds like the date went great! Would you want a second date with him?” she asked.

“Actually, no,” was my reply. Even though we hit it off, it just felt like we’d be good friends, instead of romantic partners.

“I don’t know. He’s a nice guy, but I just didn’t feel that excitement, those butterflies in my stomach, you know?” I rolled my eyes at myself as soon as I heard those words coming out of my mouth. I was aware I sounded like romantic comedy clichés and I hated myself for it. But like what Selena Gomez says – the heart wants what it wants.

A couple of days later, I got a call back from our matchmaker, who had gathered some feedback from Zhenxing as well. He felt the opposite, he feel “chemistry” with me! He expresses his wants for me as a potential partner!

BTO first, propose later?

“HDB launch for sale Build- to- Order flats. Walking
distance from my house. Will you consider?” 

I pretend to be a simpleton, various thoughts raced through my
mind. Just to list a few:

•BTOs equate to an “unofficial” marriage proposal. 

•Should I consent to Zhenxing’s suggestion, I can easily predict
what’s coming next and that takes the excitement out of this next big phase. It
becomes just another thing on a to do list.

•I being more traditional prefer old school Singaporean way of
“proposing” during our parents’ time. Ring first house second.

Cut The Waiting Time 

Pacing back and forth agonising over Zhenxing’s suggestion for
several days or weeks, I decided to put a stop to feigning ignorance and talk
it over with him over a cup of tea.  

His take on BTO first then proposal, is a BTO takes about 4 to 5 years to be
completed. It will be a pain to wait that long after you’ve been proposed
to. It can be tricky to also have to figure out the living arrangements after
getting married and before the house comes. You’d definitely want to have your
personal space with me in the shortest amount of time possible and getting the
BTO application done and out of the way would reduce some of that stress.
Application of the BTO is to give you more security
and a tangible future together. While we wait for the flat, I could
put my energy into planning the proposal. There’s also romance in waiting for
something greater together.

After much serious thought and consideration, we decided it is best we secure good locations at affordable prices.

Although he has not proposed yet but I am confident that I will be a blissful bride-
to- be. Our months of being a couple may not be that long but certainly for that short while, I’ve been able and still discover(ing) these X factors: Irresistible, Nice, Gentleman (XING, #nisiwodexingfu#) you are. You never fail to show me how much I mean to you. You always treat me someone so special. Thank you for that!!

On a side note, we sincerely thanks the
organiser Blissful Brides for such fantastic love story contest as
we reflect on our relationship, give thanks to one
another, reminiscing the memories, renewing our love, and
recommitting to one another.